Six agonizing weeks passed since Lucas died. All that was left after the burial was an almost unbearable sadness that clung to the air like a cold wet blanket. Ian had no energy, no direction and no Ocean in his life. He hadn't talked to Ocean since Lucas died. He'd moved out of the garage apartment and into Ocean's old bedroom in the house the very next day. Ian blamed everything on Ocean. He couldn't stand to be in the same room with him. So, the tension in the Nolan house could almost be cut with a knife. Dennis and Barbara tried everything to reconcile the two boys, but nothing worked.

Ocean spent all of his time in the apartment, only showing up for meals. He moped around feeling totally dejected. Ocean slept on Ian's side of the bed, somehow comforted by Ian's smell. He only got brief glimpses of Ian at suppertime. Ian wouldn't say anything or even look at Ocean. Every time that happened, Ocean would trudge back to his apartment with tears running down his face.

Ian refused to spend any time in the den or kitchen if Ocean was there. Ian avoided Ocean at school. He came into home room just as the bell rang and he was out the door to RR seconds after the final bell. Ian stayed away from home until supper time, when he would walk in the back door and walk directly to his bedroom. He would come into the kitchen when Barbara announced dinner. Speaking to no one, he fixed his plate and returned to his bedroom, locking the door behind him.

Then there were their friends at school who watched their two friends suffer.

"Ian," Max said as he walked up to Ian, who was at his locker. "How are you bro?"

"Sorry, Max. I can't do this. I'm sorry, but I just can't deal with it right now. Please just leave me alone," Ian said softly. He closed his locker and quickly walked away. Max stood there confused. Ian avoided his other friends as well, speaking to almost no one.

Ian's friends all gathered at their usual table for lunch and watched as Ian got his tray and quickly moved to an empty table in the corner.

"I'm sorry, I don't understand," Finn said with a swish of his hair. "If I was in Ian's place, I would be counting on my friends to help me through all this shit."

"Ian blames Ocean for Lucas getting killed. Right now, he hates Ocean. And us too, by association," Max said sadly.

"How can we by guilty by association when Ocean is sitting in the opposite corner of the lunchroom all by himself?" Cory said pointing to Ocean sitting all alone.

"Sorry, dumb cock hungry bottom here, but I would like to point out we have two friends that are hurting," Luke said to the group. They all turned and paid attention. "What kind of friends are we by sitting here and joining in on all the other gossip mongers in this lunchroom. We've been intimate with both of them. I realize that was purely recreational with no emotion involved, but the fact of the matter remains, I've had both of their cocks in my mouth and in my ass and I happen to give a rat's ass. It breaks my heart to see them like this. They are both hurting beyond imagination. We've got to do something," Luke said as he sat back in his chair.

Cory leaned over and kissed him square on the mouth in the middle of second lunch surrounded by hundreds of classmates. It was a tongue twisting kiss that just about embarrassed the other people at the table. Regardless, Luke just put into words what they all needed to hear and Cory was so proud of Luke just then.

"Max, can you kiss me like Cory is kissing Luke? That's hot," Finn said while swishing his hair and looking at Max with his puppy dog eyes. Max grinned.

"Wait a minute," Luke said coming up for air. "Wait a minute! I'm not through." Luke gathered his wits and continued. "Nothing against Ian, but who have we known the longest?" Luke asked. Hearing no response, he continued. "Of course, we've known Ocean the longest, which means we have a better chance of pulling Ocean out of his mire of depression and dragging him back into the real world." Luke paused and looked from face to face. "Ocean is our friend. Max, you've known him longer than any of us. We have to come up with a plan to help Ocean. Our friend is hurting and it's up to us to help him. Now, as for Ian. Who do you think we need to get involved to help him?" Luke paused and looked around the table from blank face to blank face. "I'm going to savor this moment," Luke said, rubbing his hands together. "You're all so perfect. You know everything, but you haven't a clue about this." They all looked expectantly at Luke.

"We call Davin. He's Ian's friend from Hendersonville and they looked pretty close on the campout. They are long time friends and if anybody stands a chance with Ian, it's Davin. We have an opportunity here to bring them together and make everything right in the world again. Does anybody have Davin's number?"

"I have it," Max said. "I'll call him and let him know what's going on. Maybe he'll have an idea how to handle this shit. I want my friends back, both of them. We've got to try something and this is our best bet. Luke, you are a genius." Luke preened from the compliment.

"Maybe we should call Ocean's parents," Cory suggested.

"Good idea," Max said. "I'm sure they're wracking their brains out over this. Can you imagine how it would be to live in their house right now? Ocean and Ian hate each other. It's got to be pure hell in their house."

"I don't even want to think about it. Why don't you go ahead and try to contact them? See if they have any ideas," Cory said with a smile.

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

Ian's eighteenth birthday came the following week. He waited for everybody to leave the house, then he packed all his belongings into RR and left the Nolan household. He hated doing this to Dennis and Barbara, but Ocean was the reason he had to leave. He couldn't stand being in the same room with him and he was left with no choice. The tension in the Nolan house had passed the tolerable level and was bordering on unacceptable for everyone. It was time to make a move and Ian did just that.

Ian checked into a hotel in Hendersonville. The following day, Ian searched for an apartment. He thought about buying his parents' house, but he remembered the memories and the tears that came to him when he visited with Ocean. The small kids that now called his home their own was too much for Ian to even consider buying the house.

Ian searched Hendersonville for an apartment complex and finally found one he liked. He'd haggled with the manager and finally he signed a lease on his own apartment. He hired a moving company to meet him at the storage unit where all the furniture was stored from his mom and dad's house. He picked and chose what he wanted and the movers loaded it all up. When they arrived back at Ian's new apartment, he pointed out where he wanted everything to go and in less than two total hours, Ian had a furnished apartment with familiar furniture and his own bed.

Since he was of legal age, he transferred from Harmony High back to his old school, Hendersonville High. Ian knew he was probably clinically depressed and visited his psychologist every day for an entire week until he felt like he could actually get out of bed without breaking down in tears. His psychologist wanted to prescribe some pills to help Ian cope, but Ian had refused. He didn't want his mind to be any more fogged up than it already was.

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

It was a sunny spring afternoon that found Ian sitting on one of his donated benches at Oakwood Cemetery and looking at Lucas's headstone, lost in memories.

"Hey." Ian looked up and shielded his eyes from the sun. "Mind if I sit?" Ocean asked quietly. Ian nodded and Ocean sat. The two boys said nothing to each other and didn't look at each other for at least half an hour. Finally, Ocean got the courage to make his speech.

"I understand why you moved out," he started in a soft voice. "I understand you want nothing to do with me and don't want to talk to me. I understand because, well, because all of this is my fault. I may as well have shot Lucas myself." Ocean sighed. "I don't expect forgiveness and would never even ask for it. I just want you to know how truly sorry I am. I never intentionally meant for any of this to happen. I let my jealousy get in the way. I let my stupidness drive a wedge between us. You had enough sadness in your life and now I brought you even more." Ocean paused a moment and wiped the tears from his eyes. He took a deep breath and continued. "I'll never bother you again, Ian. You'll never see me again, unless you decide you want to. I hope your life gets better and you find someone you can share it with. I will always treasure our time together for the rest of my life." Ocean paused then said in a tear stained voice, "I still love you, Ian." Ocean stood up and slowly walked away. Ian sat still with tears streaming down his face. The tears splashed down to the bench and dripped over the plaque with Ian's parents' names. Ian wept for the loss of Lucas and wept for what could have been with Ocean.

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*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

Ian was sitting on his couch watching a documentary about killer whales when there was a knock on the door. He went over and pulled the door open.

"Ian."

"Davin."

"May I come in? I think we need to need to have a conversation," Davin said. Ian sighed and stood back, allowing Davin to come in. "I like what you've done with your apartment. I recognize all this furniture from your folk's house." Davin walked over and sat down on the couch.

"Davin, cut to the chase. What do you want?" Ian asked.

"Sit down, Ian." Ian didn't budge and even crossed his arms in defiance. "Sit the fuck down." Ian finally relented and sat down. "It's me, Ian. You don't get to ignore me." Davin sighed. "I have been respectful and have given you more than enough time to get your shit together, but I'm tired of waiting. Truth be told, I hate to see you like this. You need to see a professional."

"I've already seen a professional and …"

"Then you need to see him again! Whatever you think he solved, he didn't. Look at you. You're a fucking mess!"

"Don't you think I know that!" Ian yelled.

"Then tell me why? Why haven't you done anything about it?" Davin asked his oldest and dearest friend. Ian broke down in tears.

"Because I still miss him" Ian sobbed.

"Who? Who do you miss? Lucas or Ocean? Tell me, Ian. Who do you miss?"

"Both of them!" Ian screeched as tears and snot rolled down his face. Davin sat back on the couch with a grin. "Are you fucking happy now?"

"Of course, I am," Davin said as he got up and headed toward the bathroom.

"Seriously? You're taking a piss break in the middle of this?" Davin came back with a roll of toilet paper and tossed it over to Ian.

"You've got tears and snot on your face and I can't converse with you looking like that. Clean yourself up and we'll continue." Ian leered at Davin as he pulled some tissue from roll and loudly blew his nose. When he was finally cleaned up, Ian looked at Davin expectantly.

"Well?"

"So, you finally admitted it. I can see you missing Lucas, but when you break it all down, you didn't really know Lucas." Ian started to interrupt. "Let me finish. He may have told you some things, single mom, two jobs and all that, but you didn't really know him. You two may have fucked a few times, but you never hung out and had deep soul searching conversations. So, there's that."

"We fucked ten minutes before he died, Davin. He probably had my cum dripping out of his ass when he was killed, so give me a break."

"That's right, you fucked. You had sex. Recreational sex. You two didn't make love, Ian, so don't try to take the high road and say you cared deeply for Lucas. His death, while it was traumatic and it happened right in front of you does not qualify you for a two month depression funk and it has been over two months."

"Jesus, you don't hold back," Ian said softly.

"How long have we known each other, Ian? Do you really have to ask that? I'm blunt and I call it as I see it. I've always been this way since we met in third grade. Remember that time when I told you not to …"

"Save memory lane, just go ahead Doctor Headshrinker Davin. Beat me with your words." Davin grinned and continued.

"Now let's talk about Ocean," Davin said and looked Ian in the eye. "Do you love him?" Another tear rolled down Ian's face as he nodded up and down. "Say it!" Ian looked up with fury on his face.

"I love Ocean with my entire heart, mind, body and soul!" Ian screamed.

"That's what I'm talking about, Ian. You say it to me and you admit it to yourself at the same time."

"You're right, I do love him," Ian said as he sat back down.

"Of course, I'm right. Sorry for pushing so hard, but it needed to be done."

"No worries," Ian said with a sigh.

"So, the only question that remains is what are you going to do about it?"

"What do you mean, what am I going to do about it?" Davin stood up and put his hands on his hips.

"Okay, okay. Sit down." Davin smiled and sat back down. "I have not one clue what I'm going to do about it, but I'm sure you have a brilliant plan that's probably going to scare the shit out of me, so tell me what it is."

"Simple. You're going camping." Ian gave Davin a questioning frown. Davin looked up at the ceiling. "Give me patience, please dear Lord, but give it to me now." Davin refocused on Ian. "How did you meet Ocean?"

"I met him when I was running away from the fucking Stewart family. Thanks for your help on that one, by the way. You were MIA."

"You didn't tell anyone what you were going to do, dumbass. Of course I was MIA. Now shut up and pay attention. Listen to my words. Where did you meet Ocean?"

"I met him at his campsite. I still don't understand."

"What was Ocean doing at his campsite?"

"He was camping?"

"Got it in one boy'yo. He was camping. And do you remember what my suggestion was?"

"To go camping, okay I see the connection but …"

"Let me finish! I'm going to send a message to Ocean asking him to go camping with me. I'll tell him more about the waterfall and my secret campsite and he'll agree. Only I don't drive my Jeep to meet him, you do. You and Ocean out in the middle of the woods by yourselves. No distractions, no other people."

"What the fuck am I supposed to say?"

"Ian, I can only lead the horse to water. I can't make him drink. I'm afraid you're on your own with Ocean, but I only suggest you tell him the truth. Talk to that cute blond hottie. Bear your heart and your soul just like you did a minute ago when you screamed out that you love him. Or just give him a blow job."

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

It was later the same afternoon that Ocean sat on the couch in the garage apartment smelling a shirt that Ian had left behind. There was a knock at the door. Ocean quickly hid the shirt and looked at the door. Davin was standing there with a grin on his face. Ocean got up and opened the door.

"What do you want?"

"I have one question for you and depending on your answer, I either leave or we have a conversation."

"I know you are a friend of Ian and he hates me right now, so say your piece and be on your way."

"Answer just one question, Ocean." Ocean nodded. "Do you love Ian?"

"What?"

"It's a simple yes or no question. Do you love Ian?"

"Of course, I love Ian. What kind of stupid question is that?"

"I saw you smelling his shirt and I already knew the answer, but I wanted you to say it. Can I come in? We need to talk." Ocean stepped back from the door and headed back to the couch. Davin closed the door and joined Ocean on the couch.

"You have to promise me on a stack of bibles and on Ian's parents' graves that you will never tell Ian about this conversation," Davin said sincerely.

"I will not lie to Ian, Davin. If he asks me, I will tell him."

"You have my permission to tell him but, only if he asks and only when you know the time is right. Do we have an accord?"

"We have an accord, Captain Jack," Ocean said with a smile.

"Good. Now pull up your big boy pants and listen to me. Ian just admitted to me, today, that he loves you with all his heart, mind, body and soul. Those are his words." Tears streamed down Ocean's face.

"Why are you doing this to me?" Ocean said in a tear stained voice.

"I'm trying to get you two back together, you nimrod."

"Nimrod?" Ocean asked.

"You are missing the point doofus. I said I am trying to get you two back together. You have both admitted to me, on the very same day, that he loves you and you love him. All we have to do is get you two together to work it out and I have a plan."

"Why are you doing this? What do you get out of it?" Ocean asked.

"I get to see my oldest and dearest friend happy again. Ian and I have known each other since the third grade. Besides, it is in my best interest to see him happy again. It hurts my heart to see him moping around feeling sorry for himself. This whole business with Lucas has been blown out of proportion. Ian didn't love, love Lucas. They had sex, twice. Big fucking deal. Look, I'm not trying to belittle Lucas. That's the last thing I want to do. He was a great kid. But the fact remains that they barely knew each other. I know Ian saw Lucas get killed and it shocked and devasted him, but you have to realize that Ian's relationship with Lucas was pure sex. There was no emotion there. Just recreational sex. Have you ever had recreational sex Ocean?" Ocean slowly nodded. "Thought so. That's what we did when we had that big orgy. Recreational sex, no strings attached."

"But why did Ian go to him every time we had an argument? Why him?"

"Correct me if I'm wrong, but you two had precisely two arguments. Two! Who did you expect him to go to? Your friends? Max? Swishy hair Finn? No! He went home to Hendersonville to the friends he knew. Look Ocean, you're making this whole thing about you. Stop that today! You need to make this about him. Are you going to just roll over and be sidelined in Ian's life? You need to stand the fuck up and fight. Stand up and go after who you want, who you love. I'm not talking about physically fighting. I'm talking about emotion. Reach deep down inside yourself and tell me what you want." Ocean took a deep breath and asked himself the same questions Davin was asking.

"I want Ian in my life," Ocean said softly.

"What do you want?"

"I want Ian in my life!" Ocean said forcefully.

"That's what I wanted to hear. Now, let's go over my plan."

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

Ocean packed his Jeep with his camping gear. He packed his cooler with food and drinks and finally, he packed a bottle of Swiss Navy lube with hope in his heart.

"All packed, Ocean?"

"Yeah, dad."

"Here's two zip lock bags. I've marked them both with an "M" and a "S" so you'll know which is which. I know you love him, son and sometimes we have to fight for what we want. So, you go out there and fight," Dennis said as he hugged his son. "Here's a bottle of Captain Morgan. I hope this works out, Ocean. I know you love Ian and I love him too. Bring him home son. Bring him home." Ocean hugged his dad then crawled in his Jeep and headed out for his campsite.

Twenty minutes away, over in Hendersonville, Davin helped Ian pack the last of his supplies in his red Jeep. As Ian prepared to climb in, Davin grabbed him and gave him a hug.

"Ocean is devastated about losing you, Ian. He's confused about you and Lucas. I want you to promise me that you will tell him the truth. Lay it all out there. Don't hold back. That's the only way you two will ever reconcile and get back together. Be brutally honest with him and it will work out. I love you, Ian. You're my best friend and I want you to be happy. Now go and make that happen!"

"I love you too, Davin and thank you for doing this."

"Go and try to have fun. Have you got some lube?" Ian rolled his eyes.

"Yes, I have a bottle of Swiss Navy."

"Perfect, go fuck your boyfriend."

"You are one crazy fucker."

"Guilty as charged. Now go." Ian crawled into the driver's seat and backed out. He headed for Ocean's secret campsite and hoped he had the guts to make it happen.

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

Ocean had just finished setting up the tent when he heard a vehicle approach. He looked up and saw Davin's red Jeep pull up next to his white Jeep. It was now or never. He headed toward the red Jeep.

Ian watched as Ocean approached and just about panicked. He eased out of Davin's Jeep and looked Ocean in the face for the first time since they talked at the cemetery.

"Hey," Ocean said softly.

"Hey," Ian said. "This was all Davin's idea."

"I know and that's cool," Ocean said nervously. His heart was pounding in his chest.

"This was a set up to get us together," Ian said.

"I know. It's okay, Ian. I just want us to talk. There's a lot I need to say, but only if you let me." Ian walked around the Jeep and looked at Ocean, really looked at him and fell in love all over again. Tears streamed down his face.

"I love you, Ocean!" Ian blurted out. Ocean's face filled with tears too.

"I love you too, Ian!" The two boys ran toward each other and ended up in a bone crushing hug.

"I'm so sorry," they both said at the same time. They looked at each other and seconds later their lips crashed into one another in a tongue twisting hot kiss.

"Fuck me," Ocean said breathlessly. "Please, fuck me right here and right now."

"Only if we fuck on the sleeping bag with sex weed, Captain Morgan and Coke and Swiss Navy lube. Just like we did when we met in this same spot." They both scrambled to the campsite and spread the sleeping bag out. Ocean grabbed the sex weed and Ian mixed the drinks. When everything was ready, they stopped and looked at each other.

"This is sex. We still need to talk, but right now, I need you," Ocean said.

"Okay, just sex for now. I can deal with that." They toasted their drinks and drained them in one go. Ocean lit the sex weed joint and they smoked. Five minutes later, they were ready.

Ocean laid down on his back and pulled his legs in the air.

"I want to see you when you fuck me," he said. Ian moved into position and pumped lube onto his finger. He gently pushed his lube covered finger into Ocean's hole. Ian pumped more lube and repeated the process.

"I'm good and ready," Ocean said. "Fuck me, Ian." Ian lined up and slowly sank his cock into Ocean's slick hole, finally stopping when he was buried balls deep.

"God, I have missed this," Ian said as he pulled back halfway back and ground his cock into Ocean's ass.

"Oh, fuck, yes. I've missed your cock," Ocean whispered as Ian drove his cock into Ocean's slick hot hole.

"This is gonna be quick. My balls are already churning with cum."

"Go ahead, slam it in and fill my ass with cum. Do it, Ian. Fuck me hard." Ian sped up and fucked Ocean at a skin slapping skin speed. Over and over, Ian drove his cock into Ocean. Tears filled Ocean's eyes as Ian fucked him. This is what he wanted for the rest of his life. Ian slowed down and looked at Ocean's tears.

"Am I hurting you?" Ian asked.

"No, baby. I'm just happy to be joined with you again. Your cock in my ass. This is what I need. You are making me so happy right now, so don't slow down. Give me your cock!" Ian reached up and gently wiped Ocean's tears away.

"You ready to shoot? My balls are full of cum and I'm ready to fill your ass."

"Fuck me, Ian. I'm close. Give me your cock, please." Ian sped up and pistoned his cock into Ocean's slick hole. Skin slapped skin until Ian let out a huge groan and flooded Ocean's ass with cum. Ocean felt the pulses deep in his hole and his cock fired off shooting hot ribbons of white into the air, splattering down on his hair and face, finally finishing with spurts on his tummy. Ian's cock pumped spurt after spurt deep in Ocean's hole. His cock stayed hard as he continued to slowly pump in and out of Ocean's now cum slick hole.

Davin smiled as he watched from the bushes. He had discreetly followed Ian in the Ranger Rover and had parked in the public parking area at Twin River Park. The hike to the campsite wasn't that bad and he had arrived in the middle of makeup sex. Davin certainly enjoyed watching Ian and Ocean have sex, but he mainly wanted to make sure they still got along after the sex. Make up sex was easy. It was the conversation after where things would be difficult. Davin sat back against a tree and waited. The lump between his legs was a result of the really hot show Ocean and Ian were putting on. He'd have to do something about that pretty soon. Watching Ian's hot, smooth butt gyrate with Ocean's legs locked at the ankle along for the ride was a truly hot sight. The skin slapping skin sound finally got to him and he fished out his cock. Davin stroked as he watched his friends climb the peak. Davin watched as Ian's butt drove in and stopped. He heard a loud groan and watched Ian pull back and slam back in and hold it, cumming in Ocean's hole. Davin's cock shot out ropes of cum, streaking the soft pine needles in front of him. Seven then eight shots spurted out and Davin had to bite his lip to keep from crying out.

"I know you've got another round in you, so have at it. Fuck another load of cum out of me," Ocean said as he ran his fingers across his stomach, scooping up his cum. He shoved two fingers, ladened with cum into his mouth and smiled.

"Now that we've taken the edge off and we're cummed, make love to me Ian. Make sweet, delicious love to me. We've done this before, you and me. Do you remember when we made sweet love and we actually went to sleep fucking. Let's do that again, but forget about the sleeping part. Let's just enjoy ourselves and see where we end up." Ocean said softly. Ian smiled and ground his cock deep into Ocean. Ian leaned down and gave Ocean a scorching hot kiss. He continued to slowly grind his cock into Ocean's hot, cum slick hole. The slow grinding fuck and the tongue twisted kiss went on and on. The lovers reconnected physically and emotionally as the slow grinding fuck continued for a half an hour. Ian's cock slowly slid in and out of Ocean's velvet smooth hole as their lips and tongues made love in their own way. Ocean's cock was trapped between their two tummies, slipping around in a mixture of cum and precum. It never went soft. Ian's cock remained rock hard as he slowly ground his cock in and out of Ocean's tight hot hole. The two boys made sweaty passionate love until Ian finally picked up his pace. He drove his cock into Ocean loving the delicious feeling of the tight slick hole gripping his cock. Ian leaned up and slammed his cock into Ocean.

"I want you to cum," Ian said. "I want you to shoot cum," he said as he drove his cock into Ocean's hole over and over again. Ian picked up speed and slammed himself into Ocean. "Cum for me baby. Squirt cum all over yourself." Ian slammed his cock into Ocean, ramming his cock relentlessly into Ocean. "Cum Ocean! Cum right now!" Ian slammed his cock into Ocean's slick hole. Ocean groaned and came. Hot ribbons of cum blasted from this cock, spraying onto his face and chest. Ian slammed his cock deep into Ocean's hole and came, flooding Ocean with ten, eleven hot shots of cum, deep into Ocean's hole.

Ocean grabbed Ian's ass and pulled him in deeper as Ian's cum filled his ass. Over in the bushes, Davin was catching his own breath after jerking off a second time.

"I hope they're finished with the sex," he thought to himself. "After watching that, I'm gonna wear Cody's ass out tonight." Davin smiled to himself and turned back to see where things were going to go.

Ocean went to the tent and came back with a towel. He dropped to his knees on the sleeping bag and starting licking Ian's spent cock. He sucked out the last drops off cum. He sucked in both balls and gave them a wash with his tongue. Ocean returned to the growing shift and pushed it against Ian's tummy with his lips, then slathered it with his tongue. Ian's cock was hard again.

"You got me hard," Ian said. Ocean licked his lips.

"One of the better side effects of my licking you clean," Ocean said as he reached out and wiped Ian's stomach clean and then toweled off his cock. Then Ocean turned the towel to himself.

"So, what are your intentions with my cock?" Ian asked as he put his hands on his hips.

"I intend to either suck a load of cum out of it or you can put a load of cum in my throat." Ian grinned as he grabbed his seven inch cock and tapped it on Ocean's nose.

Twenty feet away, still hidden in the bushes, Davin groaned and fished his cock back out. These two boys had just fucked for like forty-five minutes straight and now blowjobs?

Ian painted Ocean's lips with precum just before sliding his cock into Ocean's mouth not bothering to stop until his balls rested on Ocean's chin. His took his hands off his hips and put them at the back of Ocean's head. He pulled on Ocean's head, driving his cock as far as he could down that hot slick throat. Ian eased his cock out then reached down for the lube. He slicked his cock up and returned it to Ocean's mouth. His hard cock slipped easily into Ocean's mouth and Ian started fucking. He grabbed Ocean's head and skull fucked him quickly. Ocean put his hands on Ian's ass and pulled him in deeper. Ian pummeled Ocean's throat for a good five minutes before slowing.

"Suck it, Ocean. Suck the cum out of me," Ian said as he stood still gently carded his hands through Ocean's long silky hair. Ocean bobbed his head, enjoying his favorite cock. He took the head from his lips to down deep into his throat, again and again. His own cock was so hard it almost hurt.

"Yeah, keep doing that and you're gonna get a load of cum, baby. You're getting me close," Ian puffed out. His legs were getting shaky as Ocean rammed his mouth down on Ian's cock. "Oh fuck, yes. I'm gonna cum." Ocean buried his nose in pubes and felt Ian's cock pulse deep in his throat. He pulled back and let the last of the cum spurt on his tongue. He took it back down in his throat and buried his nose in pubes and came. Hot spurts of cum flew from Ocean's cock, splattering Ian's left leg with each pulse. Ocean tightened his lips and slowly came back up, coaxing out every bit of cum. He released the head with a 'pop' and smiled up at Ian. He stuck his tongue out and showed off the cum in his mouth, then he swallowed and smiled.

"From the looks of all that cum dripping down my leg, I'd say you enjoyed that too."

"Thank you, Ian. You know I love your beautiful cock," Ocean said as he stood up and squeezed Ian's cock.

"My cock loves you too," Ian said as he reached out and gave Ocean a tender loving kiss. "Right now, I need either a towel or you could offer to lick your cum off my leg." Ocean glanced down at Ian's left leg. It really was covered in cum.

Ocean grabbed the towel and started to wipe his cum from Ian's leg. Ian suddenly pulled his leg back,

"Wait, that's not right. I should be cleaning up your cum, not you. Give me the towel, please." Ocean frowned, but handed the towel over. "You just made love to my cock. Which I appreciate very much, but you did it and you enjoyed it so much that you came. Sit back and enjoy the feeling. I'll do the cleanup." Ian sat down and started running his fingers over his leg, scooping up cum as he went. Every little scoop he gathered up went straight to his mouth where his tongue lapped it up. Ian continued until all of Ocean's cum made its way into Ian's mouth. When he was finished, he looked up at Ocean with a loopy grin.

"Yummy." Ocean grinned.

"How about we fix another drink and then we can talk?" Ocean suggested. Ian nodded. Ocean poured the Captain Morgan and Ian poured the Coke. They gathered back on the sleeping bag and sat down.

Over in the bushes, Davin was catching his breath and shaking off the last of the cum from his cock. It was the third time he'd cum just watching two of the hottest boys on the planet. It was like watching porn live. What made it even hotter was their history. Davin had sex with both of the boys he was watching. He was well acquainted with each boys' unique skin, hair, smell, tongue, cock … but to watch them have sex so uninhibited by anyone else was the hottest thing Davin had ever seen. Blistering hot images were ingrained in his brain and he would remember this weekend for a very long time.

"Okay, now let's see what happens. The easy part of this is over. Make up sex is always easy. It's when you have to actually sit down face to face and speak from the heart that either things go well or things go to hell," Davin thought to himself. He watched the boys. "I think I can get a little closer. I want to hear what they're saying and if things go bad, I'll just step in," Davin thought to himself.

"It was me being jealous that caused this and I'm sorry," Ocean said after taking a large sip of his drink.

"Can I go first? I think what I have to say will hopefully get us to where we want to be and that's together, right?" Ocean smiled and nodded.

"Yes, I want us back together and I want us to stay together," Ocean answered.

"Okay, here's what's been rattling around in my brain. I blamed you for Lucas getting shot." Ocean took a deep breath and a tear rolled down his cheek. "Sorry, that was kinda blunt, but it was true. It's not every day that someone dies when they have a fresh load of your cum in their butt. We'd just finished fucking, well, twice. What I mean is, I put my second load of cum in him less than ten minutes before he died."

"I want to die like that," Ocean said softly.

"What?" Ian asked sharply.

"If I had to die, I'd want to die with two loads of your cum in my hole. That would mean I will die just after having wonderful sex with you. I could get struck by lightning right now and I'd be happy because right now, my ass is full of your cum. I just had incredible sex, several times, and I am exceptionally happy." Ocean paused and looked Ian in the eye. "Maybe that's how it was for Lucas. He'd just finished having what I am sure was an incredible round of sex. Since you were fucking so late in the morning, I can only assume you fucked the night before and stayed up late. So, yeah, the last hours of his life were spent having amazing sex."

"I'd never considered that," Ian said. "It still makes me sad."

"It should make you sad. If it didn't, I'd think something was wrong with you," Ocean said. "And you're right to blame me. Just the thought of you and him fucking and I was in complete jealous mode and completely out of control. Ask Max. He saw me lose it that morning," Ocean said with a sob.

"I forgave you for that the next day. Sometimes I expect things to be a certain way and when they're not, I get frustrated. Then I get upset and then I get pissed off when my expectations are not met. That's my problem. I should explain my expectations by having a conversation. Maybe my expectations will change. Maybe you will change. Maybe you have expectations. We won't ever know unless we have a conversation."

"Thank you for forgiving me. That means a lot to me. I now know what I did wrong, both times we argued. First time, I didn't listen to you. I was so obsessed with having sex with other people, that I didn't ever hear what you said. The second time, I insulted someone I didn't know and someone you cared about. Both of those times, I made you mad. Me!" Ocean shouted. He took a breath and wiped the tears from his eyes. "It was me that caused it all," Ocean sobbed.

"Shut the fuck up!" Ian yelled as he abruptly stood up. Ocean sat up straight and looked up into Ian's wild eyes.

Over in the bushes, Davin tensed. Things had been progressing nicely, but now they were spiraling out of control. Davin was afraid that he might actually have to step in and stop a fight. He held his breath and tensely watched his friends.

"You didn't listen to a fucking word I said! You are too busy beating yourself up to understand what I'm fucking trying to tell you, so stop it right now!" Ian held out a hand and Ocean took it. Ian hauled Ocean to his feet and wrapped his arms around him.

"I just told you that we need to talk with each other. Not talk to each other but with each other. That requires talking and most importantly, listening. Does that make sense?" Ian said softly into Ocean's ear.

"Yeah, my listening skills need work. I got it."

"Good," Ian said and he pushed Ocean back to arm's length and held him by the shoulders. Ian looked Ocean in the eye. "I'm okay with where we are right now. I'm not ready to move back in with you. I think we started this off too fast and right now we need to slow down."

"Oh fuck no. I disagree," Ocean said.

"I just got an apartment and changed schools."

"I'll move in with you and I do have my own vehicle. I can drive myself to school. I'll just need to leave a little earlier. No worries."

"I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything. We have tonight, all day tomorrow and tomorrow night to talk about this. Let's fill our drinks back up and cook some supper. Then we can fuck again," Ocean said with a grin.

"I don't want to fuck you, Ocean," Ian said with a sly smile. "I want to make love with you, slow and gentle or hard and fast. It doesn't matter, but when we fuck, it's with other people, together, but when it's just you and me, we're making love." Ocean grinned and wrapped his arms around Ian.

Over in the bushes, Davin grinned too. He turned around and headed back down the trail to the public parking area. Everything was good with Ian and his boyfriend. Davin smiled to himself. He'd done a good thing making those two boys talk to each other. They made a great couple and Davin was proud to call them his friends. He was also very pleased to be driving a quarter million dollar Range Rover for the weekend. Maybe he could pick up Cody and have car sex. "That might be just the ticket," Davin said to himself as he walked down the trail.

*** Ocean *** Ocean ***

"What do you think?" Luke asked.

"I don't know Luke. Porn? You really want to be a porn star?" Cory asked.

"Of course, but I want to work for Helix or Staxus. They're the top twink porn sites on the Internet. I'm eighteen. You're eighteen. We're hot as fuck. Let's sign up and make tons of cash to fuck. What could be better than that? I can't wait. I want ten of those hot models plowing my ass while they film the whole thing. Can you imagine that? Watching yourself getting fucked by hot boys anytime you want to? God, I would love that. Please say yes." Cory thought about it for about ten seconds.

"Let's do it!" Cody declared.

"We're gonna be porn stars! Endless sex with the cutest boys on the planet and cash in the bank. What more could an eighteen year old with sex on the brain twenty-four seven want? Gimme that dick!" They surfed the Internet and clicked on both site's 'be a model' link and filled out their information, complete with uploading some pictures, including pictures of their identification.

The very next day, they heard from Helix. They wanted both of them to come to Miami for an interview. Luke squealed with excitement.

One week later, they signed on as Helix models. Cory and Luke were on their way to join the porn industry.

One week after that, they were on the set of a porn shoot. Both of them were excited and scared to death. Luke cleaned out and came to the set ready for action. Both boys were given a Viagra and the director told them what he wanted to see. Cory and Luke were about to have sex in front of lights and cameras. One man shaved them, both cock and ass. A makeup lady tended to their face and surprisingly, their ass. Then they followed the director's instructions and fucked in front of three camera men, a lighting guy, an audio man, and the director. Cody fucked Luke with his huge eight inch cock in multiple positions. The camera captured closeups of his cock first in Luke's mouth and then as it plowed into Luke's ass. Luke was so turned on that the director shouted for joy as Luke came without being touched and Cody sprayed cum all over Luke. That scene, when put online at Helix.com, jetted them to the top of the Helix website, making them the most sought after couple in the business.


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"Porn Stars"

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"Jealously"

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